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i have 4 kids we are living with my mother since my siter and father passed away. I work 40 hours a week and do everything to try to make us all happy here in a 4 bedroom home one which i have no choice but to share with the youngest 2 kids. We also have my sisters 2 teenage girls on the weekends whose lives have been tragicly altered since the untimely death of my sister by a drug overdose in the house which we reside. she died 2 years ago my father died a year ago after a long battle with heart failure he was more of a dad to my children than their own father who sees them about once per year and doesnt even send cards. my children deserve a grand xmas morning my mother deserves one maybe wishing and praying for an answer is all i have left I am just tired of trying to figure it all out

i have 4 kids we are living with my mother since my siter and father passed away. I work 40 hours a week and do everything to try to make us all happy here in a 4 bedroom home one which i have no choice but to share with the youngest 2 kids. We also have my sisters 2 teenage girls on the weekends whose lives have been tragicly altered since the untimely death of my sister by a drug overdose in the house which we reside. she died 2 years ago my father died a year ago after a long battle with heart failure he was more of a dad to my children than their own father who sees them about once per year and doesnt even send cards. my children deserve a grand xmas morning my mother deserves one maybe wishing and praying for an answer is all i have left I am just tired of trying to figure it all out